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SIAN!!
tmr gonna get scolding from mdm ong for not attending the 3daes 2nites camp..
every1 who did not turn up for the camp had parent's letter. I dun have.*sob sob*
my mum said tt i should learn to face the music for choosing the wrong path.. and not ganging up wif her to bluff mdm ong..like wat others are doing.. Yea..i think she's rite..and i guess i'll be the only gal being scolded ba..
BUT..nvm..must be positive de neh..^^
TMD i cant find my councillor badge..
qi si ren le..!! >.<
bookshop also nv sell tt kinda badge..
ARRGH..go where to buy neh?..?..?
Sheng yang's watery supper..
i want a boy. A bad boy. But a bad
boy with a
soft
side. A boy who will make me laugh. A boy who
will let me play with his hair. A boy who will stop
and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and
walk
me two classes away. A boy who will tell me he
loves me when I get to school. A boy who will
never be ashamed of me. A boy who would go to
something even though he doesnt want to; just to
see me. A boy who will run his fingers through my
hair. A boy who would take the long way to class
and be late just to see me for 30 seconds. A boy
who would stay after school with me just to walk
around and talk. A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me
something random but sweet. A boy that acts
normal around anyone. A boy who would tell a girl
that he had a girlfriend. A boy who would make
out
in the rain with me. A boy who would lay under
the
stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his
chest. A boy who would wait for me outside the
bathroom. A boy who would come up behind me;
take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder
so I can put mine on his. A boy who lets me pay
for somethings. A boy who would do something
special for me if I were having a bad day. A boy
who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a
chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A
boy who would take someones cell phone; go into
the bathroom and call me if I wasnt in school; and
find out where I was. A boy who would tell me
things through my friends. A boy who yells my
name from across the hall. A boy who would meet
me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A
boy who would let me sit with my friends at lunch;
and when we'd look at each other from across the
cafeteria; we'd smile at one another. A boy who
would come and sit with me and my friends. A
boy
who would beat another guys ass if they were
messing with me. A boy who would let me take
pictures of him and put them in my binder. A boy
who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball
machines. A boy who would call me at 3am and
ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was
thinking about me. A boy who would go to the
mall
with me and we'd make fun of people. A boy who
would go places with me and my friends even
though he'd be the only guy. A boy who would
laugh at me when I get a detention; only because
he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.
A boy who would carry my books for me. A boy
who would help me with my homework; even
thought he doesnt know it either. A boy who
would
pick out a song that made him think of me. A boy
who likes some of my music; and I would like
some of his; even though we both in the first
place
hated it; but now love it cause they like it. A boy
who would help me if I was having problems at
home. A boy who would burn me a CD of songs
that make him think of me; and I'd do the same.
A
boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A
boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see
a
stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back
and make out. A boy who makes his friends
jealous of me because he talks about me so
much. A boy who lets me take pictures of him at
embarrassing times. A boy who would pretty
much
do anything for me.
tmr getting results bak le..
i'm scared.. but i've done my best le neh..
god bless me yoh.. Amen!..
hmm..todae was a cute dae for me neh..
had shark fin soup for dinner..
mum and dad went for parents nite..
sry wor jh..dun be sad k?..
=)
2 day 1 nite chalet wif 2e4..
it all begins ( journey starts here) at 2pm..
2pm..we met at leisure and went there together..
reach the chalet at 3pm and found tt it was spacious..
bbq was not ready at tt time.. so jia yun, jian hui,stan and i went
och(old changi hospital)..saw kok hui who had just arrived and asked him to join us..he did.
It wasn't creepy yet jian hui was running away
like a retard..so coward..(we were standing close to the entrance..yet we did not went in..)
whose fault to blame..?? JIAN HUI..
[But i felt cold standing there]..lolx..i was abit scared seriously..
came all the way down bak to the chalet which was located beside the och..
not opposite..not anywhere else..but BESIDE!..cant imagine how creepy it would be at nite rite..??
As i was saying..we went bak to the chalet to see if we could help out..
but we couldnt find anything to help out..
so..we went to the beach..it wasnt clean..rubbish everywhere..
jian hui picked shells..and we left after tt..
(anyway..the beach was opposite our chalet) cool eh..
went all the bloody way downhill to rent bicycles..
cycle uphill was dead dead tiring..but coming downhill was cooling..
by then..bbq was READY!
stan and the other boys (cant remember who) did the bbqing..
the gals enjoyed eating and being served..and playing with max..(miss yip's first chlid).
oh ya..miss yip brought shirley quek wif her too..hahas..
our co-form teacher mr hakim was there too..he's a funni man..
bbq bbq bbq..till abt 7+pm..we took out the cake we bought from swenson..
it was to celebrate miss oon's belated birthday.. Happy Belated Birthday miss oon..
by den..miss yip was leaving..
cake cutting..eat eat..then we (the whole class) decided to go och at 8pm..
so we went in..den come out..so lame..somemore no torch..all use hp light..hahas..
[on the way to och we saw a car there..engine on..den inside got ppl doing s__ lor..]
wtf..but i'm not jealous..lolx
den we went to the another side of the beach..sat around there like little childrens
and listen to mr hakim NS ghost stories..
den we took the long long way bak chalet..
tok and tok again..more ghost stories..
in between..me and jia yun went to bath.. den all of us sat around play truth and dare..
lucky nv kana me..hahas..later they dare me go och alone..lolx..
after the game mr hakim and some boys went home..it was abt 2am den..
watch tv.. den felt so hungry..so me, sheng yang, amas, yu pin, jian hui and stan
cycle downhill to 7-11 at 3+am..
stupid jian hui forgot to bring his wallet wif him..hahas
[on the way bak saw chio bus..alot lor..stan went close to one of them..
den heard them toking like man..lolx..den he look look look..so in the end it turns out to be bapoks..
but they really chio leh..lolx..]
went bak eat play watch tv..miss oon was abt to slp liao..
den we continue playing..until 6am..den make breadfast..went out to breathe fresh air..
really really tired..so went to the boys room and slp..since the boys not using tt room..
woke up at 7+am..going 8..den cycle the bicycle wif stan they all..to return..
at tt time i was still tired..but went walking bak to chalet.. saw NS men (morning run)..nv wear tops..
waaaaaaaaaaa.. i suddenly felt so awake liao.. lolx..
den at chalet chat chat chat until 9.30am..den went jp makan..
it was really fun..!!! miss oon say we might have it again next year..
and the theme will be..[ ex-2e4 2005 chalet]..hahas..lolx..
[ some stuffs cant be written here..]
Do something great, begin with the small parts.
A woman dreamt she walked
into a shop in the market place and,
to her surpise,
found a wise man behind the counter.
"What do you sell here?"
she asked
"Everything your heart desires,"
said the wise man.
Hardly daring to believe what she
was hearing, the woman decided to ask for
the best things a human being could
wish for. "I wish for peace of mind and
love and happiness and wisdom and
freedom from fear," she said. Then
as an after thought, she added, "Not
just for me. For everyone on earth."
The wise man smiled,
"I think you have got me wrong, my dear,"
he said.
We don't sell fruits here.
We only sell seeds.
the moment you're in tension.
you will lose your attention.
then in a total confusion.
and you will feel irritation.
this may spoil your personal relations.
ultimately you won't get cooperation.
but get things into complication.
then you may raise caution.
and you have to take medication.
why not try understanding the situation.
and think of a solution.
many problems ll'be solved by discussion
which will work out better in your profession
never think that this is a free suggestion.
it's only for your prevention.
if you understood my intention.
you will never come again into tension.
Got 22/30 for science... nothing much happen during class periods...Saw them after school...they were having interclass competition...sianzzz...DESPRESSION!!I and E suxs... hmwks suxs.. school suxs... EVERYTHING SUXS... FORGET ABT HIM!! GO TO BED AND SLEEP!!
hApPy HaPpY HAPPY!! I pass my maths test...23.5/25
Miss yip never come to school for the past 3 days... and all we did was play play play!
Fun but we've learn nothing from it.
Our class I and E project is still on process! It's gonna be nice..i'm sure!
Hope everything will be done before the actual day. *crossing my fingers*
Toodles till then... x]
<3>
I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!
sAd SaD SAD!!! I failed my chinese test! [Drop by 30+ marks]
Someone asked me why am i so quite these days?
I stunned... seriously i don't know the answer at all. The only thing i did was to smile back at him and turned away. For that, the whole day i was asking myself was i like that before? And the answer was no! I wasn't like this before. I used to be this very enthu girl, who goes around with a wide smile and loads of jokes to entertain people around me as well as myself. But now, i prefer being alone, being quite. I'm really not me! Who am i now? Is this my soul? I've lots of questions in my mind now and that i don't know the answer to it at all. I really have no idea. Life now is real tought... and i've yet to see the future... If life's tought now, then it will be worst!
I've been down, but now I'm blessed,
I felt a revelation comin around,
I guess it's right, it's so amazing,
Everytime I see you, I'm alive,
You're all I got, you lift me up,
The sun and the moonlight,
All my dreams are in your eyes,
(Chorus)
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
I wanna be the Earth that holds you,
Every bit of air you breathin in, of soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.
When we touch
When we love
The stars line up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally my soul surrenders
The sun and moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
(Chorus)
When minutes turn to days and years,
If mountains fall I'll still be here,
Holding you the day I die,
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
(Chorus)
Oh yes I do,
When I want to be inside your heaven
Inside Your Heaven - Carrie Underwood
" I LOVE U"
Having lots of fun today!!
The day started off some how different....
I woke up early today =p...
Reason is that i've a performence at Jurong Point in the afternoon and feeling nervous, i woke up early!
As usual, me, qian min, pearlyn and lucinda went to evonne house. Yue lin tag along with pearlyn and lucinda too. Yup, so in another words, the three of them went there together. And we'll have to walk to Jurong Point!! Bala suxs! But nevermind... he's like that.
After the performence, my life goes on as usual. So interesting. Everyday's like an advanture!
I've no idea what to blog...
Currently, not in a pleasant mood...
I've just done my reflections before posting this
and i've been thinking weather is it time now for me to start concentrating on my studies. Or would it be too late for that now? I don't know.. really don't know. Its so confusing.
So many things upon my mind now.
Pressure to excel in my studies,
pressure to be this person that so many people has shaped me to be.
Had my Science common test today. And i was doing a last minute studying after school.
Before school ends, i had maths lessons. Again, i was doing last minute homework.
What i'm trying to say is that... why can't i just be someone who do things on time and plans time well.
Instead of everyday sitting in front of the computer and play mapleSEA till my mum has to open up her mouth and scold me, then i'll shut it down. Why am i like that?? I don't even know the answer myself.
Isn't it shameless??
Skool rawks today....
Met new frenz from other countries...
hmm.... they're veri fair sia...
veri pretty!!! And sweet!!!
Tat all le ba...
Tired now....
toodlessssssssss!!
Woot...first day of skool after the holidays...
HAiz...hmm...how can i describe it...
not fun...but not bad after all...
Lost for words... nth more to write...
Toodlesssssss...
" A good friend will get you out of jail at 3 am in the morning, but a best
friend would be there right beside you laughing and saying,What the hell just happened? "
Woohoo...
today's sentosa trip was fun!!!!
We had amazing race for 3 solid hrs!!
hmm...
my team came in FRIST!!
woooooooooohoooooooooooooooo
Lewis, koh yew, jin hua, xue lin, me and cindy were a team...
but xue lin quited at the 3rd station!!
Well...we took 1 hr to look for the stupid 3rd station
which was incharge by wei hong and wen sheng..!!!
Den we had our lunch at BK...
den we went back to the beach again...
For sand castle building...
not bad lah...
After tat..we had captain's ball...
HaHas it really rocks!!
Den we played musical game...
wow!!!
I kana lolz...
Have to sing and dance...
Hahas..but it was fun...and i did it!!
woohoo!!!
i'm loving it...
Den at night went Jurong Point to eat...
wif SH, cindy, lewis, wen sheng, munyee and mason!
lalalala
It was indeed an exciting day...
" Those times will forever be etched in my memory."
ji shi ni dui wo zai leng mo...
zai wu qing... ji shi ni
shi wei bie de nu sheng er hou de...
wo dou bu jie yi...
yuan ying zhi you yi ke...
ying wei wo ai ni!!
Woke up early in the morning...
Went jogging and play batminton wif shi hui...
Den go had lunch wif her..
After that.. i went to her house to watch Fruits Basket..!!
Wow..it was a very touching story...
Fruits Basket is the story of a young high-school girl, Honda Tohru. Having lost her mother in a car accident, she has come to live alone in a tent in the forest near her school. Never a quiitter, she strives to honor her mother's memory and work hard to do the best she can with her life.
One day, she happens across a house in the woods, not far from her makeshift abode. The residents, Sohma Yuki(rat) and his cousin Shigure(Dog), aren't total strangers. Sohma is the coolest guy at Tohru's school!
And because of some reasons... Tohru began to live with the Sohma! And started knowing Sohma Kyou(cat).. He's Yuki and Shigure's cousin...( in short, the three of them live together... and they are all cousins.)
The Sohma family is cursed. When a member of the family is embraced by a person of the opposite gender, they transform into an animal of the Chinese Zodiac! The Sohmas managed to keep the curse private for generations, but when a young girl( Tohru) stumbles upon their hidden secret, life at the Sohmas house changes forever! And this is the reason why Tohru begins to live with them...
PLOT SUMMARY
Tohru Honda is 16 year old orphaned girl who gets invited to live in the house of her classmate, the handsome boy Sohma Yuki, and his cousins, 16 year old Kyo and 27 year old Shigure. However, these young men and parts of the rest of their family (both close and distant) hold a curse; if they are hugged by the opposite gender, they transform into animals of the Chinese Zodiac. Everyday is an adventure for sweet Tohru, as she gets to know all of the very different members of the Sohma family better (especially Yuki and Kyo), in both common and bizarre situations. But, the Sohma family curse is certainly no laughing matter... it also holds horrible cruelity and heartbreak.
Went to church today...
Wow... gain lots of experience...!
It was interesting after all.
Started my frist maths cum english tution today..
Sia...so tiring...
The english was fun...
but not the maths class..
It was so boring...
Had my dinner wif the cell groups members...
hmm.... not bad la...
Tmr's a "sport day" for me...
gonna go jogging and play badminton/basketball wif shi hui...
Hope everything will turn out smoothly...
Well...coz mun yee warned me something...
hmm... must beware of that...!!
Thats all.....toodles!!
" Understanding the truth will set you FREE".
Blogging in again!!
I like to move it, move it
I like to move it, move it
I like to move it, move it
Ya like to... MOVE IT!
Went to watch MADAGASCAR with Shi Hui, Mun Yee and Mun Yee's sister.
think it was a nice movie...
its abt a lion,zebra,giraffe and a pregnant zippo who are the stars in the central park zoo in new york and they were good friend too.When the zebra break out of the zoo and gone missing the other 3 break out too and went searching for the zebra but eventually the 4 of them were captured and was sent back to their original continent but during the journey on the sea an accident broke out.it land them on the shore of madagascar.Having enjoyed all their life with food and people to take care of them,it was a real challenge for them to survive in the wild life or that one of them, the lion, is genetically predisposed to eat his three best friends but he didnt. Exploring their surroundings, the four friends soon meet the Malagasy locals (a type of lemur given to having loud "rave-like" dance parties) and their carnivorous enemies, the fousas. As the two sides try to use these four new, strange (and large) friends to their benefit.
it was a very meaningful movie and its funny too. ya know the kinship they have and the way they cheer and trust each other is really touchful and i believe that every frenship should have...
"Best friends are like the stars. You can't always see them, but you know they'll always be there..."
Back from Malaysia.. YEAH! Had a great time there... i went to this duno called what shopping mall... and i meet this guy everywhere i go... hahas.. hmm.... he look abit like Jackie(2e1).. but of course.. that guy's much taller and fitter. He smiled at me, so i smiled back.. Seriously.. he did not follow me.. it's just[[ Yo Yuan Wu Fen]]..haiz...
Went to the secret recipe for lunch... one word, [DELICIOUS]!! My dad ordered lamb chop for himself.. and when the dish was served, he was like..wow... 4 huge pieces of meat... and my mom was like..O.M.G! Well.. among all the dishes my parents ordered, my bro's 1 tasted the best!!
Then.. i went to the mart.. bought bars of chocolates for Qian Min,Pearlyn,Yvonne and Lucinda.. and another bar for a guy... Well.. coz i've made him angry!! sianz.. dun feel like eleborating it...
TOODLESSSS!!
" If u kill the husband, the widow will detest u. If u kill someone's son, the mother will hate u..
but if u were being killed in someone's hand, i'll detest him."
There was once this guy who is very much in love
with his girl. This
romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes
as a gift to his
girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry
in his company,
his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very
happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to
Paris and would
never come back. She also told him that she could
not visualize any
future for both of them, so they went their own
ways there and
then...
Heartbroken, the guy pined. But when he regained
his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and
mind just to make
something of himself. Finally with all the hard work
and the help of
friends, this guy set up his own company ...
You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day,
while this guy
was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an
umbrella in the rain
walking to some destination. Even with the
umbrella, they were
drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they
were his former
girl's parents.
Wanting to get back at them, he drove slowly past
the couple, wanting
them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted
them to know that he
wasn't the same any more; he had his own
company, car, condo, etc.
He had made it! But what he saw next confused
him, the couple were
walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of
his car and
followed... Then he saw his girl, a photograph of
her smiling sweetly
as ever looking at him from her tombstone and he
saw his paper cranes
right beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them how this had
happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She
was ill with
cancer. She had believed that he would make it
someday, but she did
not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had
chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way
you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they
have. She had wanted
her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,
because, if the day
came when fate brought him to her again...he
could take some of those
back with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For
what's in your mind
may escape but what's in your heart will remain
forever.
The guy just wept...The worst way to miss
someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see
her or be with her
ever again.........hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who
means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing
that person who you
thought meant nothing to you.
On the mountains of truth you can never climb in vain: either you will reach a point higher up today, or you will be training your powers so that you will be able to climb higher tomorrow
12/4/05 got chinese test..!! Gotta do my best!! [u can do it gal..believe in urself] 1 of the best way to change moii life is to set mini goals...(big goals can be daunting. So go for smaller, attainable ones--and onces i've reach them, use tat momentum to propel myself towards sumthink larger!!)
16 Ways To Change My Life!
1) Greet the day (each dae is a new beginning- & has all kinds of possibilities)
2) Eat a healthy meal (Restore & replenish ur energy)
3) Tell the truth (Honesty is the best policy!)
4) Be kind (Simple & effortless- the world will appreciate u right back)
5) Make eye contact (Look at ppl & take them in- their face, their eyes..Learn to talk to ppl, not AT them)
6) Find my inner voice (Discover ur intuition)
7) Gather all my thoughts (Think b4 speaking- always choose the words carefully.)
8) Get to know the world (Knowledge is power: the more u noe, the betta u can form opinions & be a part of society)
9) Thank you body (Think abt it:No 1 tells it to heal or breathe- it just does..appreciate it!)
10) Set mini goals (Big goals can be daunting)
11) Mind my money (Take a minute to consider how you spend it- or even waste it)
12) Meet myself (Look into the mirror and say sumthink good to tat person)
13) Revisit nature (Bring ur senses back to life!)
14) Consider the future (Be sensitive to wat u r leaving behind 4 future generations)
15) Energize n focus (Be in attention at all times)
16) Applaud myself (End ur dae by celebrating even ur smallest achievements)
Early in the morning heard announcement tat all syf choir stand to a side..wah! Scared me sia..Went up stage..got a red rose and kinder bueno! Cool man~!
Do i belong in e4?? I'm so confused...e4 suxz...all of dem behave lyk kidz..wah! Realli cannot tolerate dem..hmm! Must do well in all tests...so tat i'll be able to leave dis dam class!! i'm gonna go e2..trust me; n i'll prove it to u..!! Arrgh..i hate dis skool..! The pupils as well as the teachers!! They all suxz...making me suxz too...influence me!! Wat the___!!!
WooHoo..~ Choir u did it...u guys RAWKS!!! We did not have enough time to rehersal n it's lyk oni 5mins to rehersal lol..thought we will not make it de...BUT WE DID IT!!! We done our veri best..n now...hard work's paid off!!! I'm soooo dam proud of choir...!!! haha`' i did it...yeah~!! We went up there n did our best..but we do spotted some mistakes..in fact..is alot of mistakes...thought we will get COP de...but nv noe tat it turns out to be SLIVER...!!! Alot of us cried..me too..!! Hmm..the veri last choir performed was Victoral...it's a boys skool...and they were soooo dam cool...those who r in sop 1 de..can really reach all the high notes...n it's lyk our skool choir GALS cannot reach de...but their choir BOIS can reach lor...sooo dam shocking lor...guess wat...they got a gold wif honesty...it's a medal higher than gold...cool rite?!?i felt soo proud 4 them...!!! (i noticed a veri cool guy in the bass section...)[ SYF: at singapore conference hall..3.00pm...]
Wats the first fool u recieved on April Fool 2005? From who?
* Recieved the veri first fool from jian hui, saying tat han wee wans to see me abt the complaints he got from mr gopal...[sickening jian hui..scared me to death]
Wats the second fool den? From who?
* Second fool is from Wen Sheng, saying i veri pretty...[ make me happi for 1 second nia]
Who did u fooled early this morning?
* Vera! we passed-by a cat and she walk so dam fast lor..den i bluff her tat the cat is following behind her..guess wat..!! She ran as if it's 2.4 km lol..so fast sia!![ make me laugh non-stop]
gan.jue.yi.dan.shi.qu.lerhs;
ju.zai.ye.zao.bu.hui.lai.lerhs;
dui.bu.qi...i'm sorrie;
yi.qie.dou.shi.wo.de.cuo;
ke.shi.mian.qiang.shi.mei.you.xing.fu.de...
Michelle
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New Bible Book!
14 years oldd
Gurlx
SingLe
24 nov 1991
Student
Christian.. i love God!
Get gd grades..[who won't 1 lor..]
PMK tees..=D
Own Digital Cam..[getting it soon le..(>.<)Yeah!]
Leave choir asap!!..
tok to God!
[[* Choir Webbie *]]
[[* Qian Min *]]
[[* Lucinda *]]
[[* Ting Lei *]]
[[* Shi Hui *]]
[[* Mun Yee *]]
[[* Jesline *]]
[[* Han Yu *]]
[[* Wei Liang *]]
[[* Shao Tang *]]
[[* Fanny *]]
[[* Mason *]]
[[* Da creater *]]
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SIAN!!
tmr gonna get scolding from mdm ong for not attending the 3daes 2nites camp..
every1 who did not turn up for the camp had parent's letter. I dun have.*sob sob*
my mum said tt i should learn to face the music for choosing the wrong path.. and not ganging up wif her to bluff mdm ong..like wat others are doing.. Yea..i think she's rite..and i guess i'll be the only gal being scolded ba..
BUT..nvm..must be positive de neh..^^
TMD i cant find my councillor badge..
qi si ren le..!! >.<
bookshop also nv sell tt kinda badge..
ARRGH..go where to buy neh?..?..?
Sheng yang's watery supper..
i want a boy. A bad boy. But a bad
boy with a
soft
side. A boy who will make me laugh. A boy who
will let me play with his hair. A boy who will stop
and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and
walk
me two classes away. A boy who will tell me he
loves me when I get to school. A boy who will
never be ashamed of me. A boy who would go to
something even though he doesnt want to; just to
see me. A boy who will run his fingers through my
hair. A boy who would take the long way to class
and be late just to see me for 30 seconds. A boy
who would stay after school with me just to walk
around and talk. A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me
something random but sweet. A boy that acts
normal around anyone. A boy who would tell a girl
that he had a girlfriend. A boy who would make
out
in the rain with me. A boy who would lay under
the
stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his
chest. A boy who would wait for me outside the
bathroom. A boy who would come up behind me;
take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder
so I can put mine on his. A boy who lets me pay
for somethings. A boy who would do something
special for me if I were having a bad day. A boy
who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a
chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A
boy who would take someones cell phone; go into
the bathroom and call me if I wasnt in school; and
find out where I was. A boy who would tell me
things through my friends. A boy who yells my
name from across the hall. A boy who would meet
me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A
boy who would let me sit with my friends at lunch;
and when we'd look at each other from across the
cafeteria; we'd smile at one another. A boy who
would come and sit with me and my friends. A
boy
who would beat another guys ass if they were
messing with me. A boy who would let me take
pictures of him and put them in my binder. A boy
who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball
machines. A boy who would call me at 3am and
ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was
thinking about me. A boy who would go to the
mall
with me and we'd make fun of people. A boy who
would go places with me and my friends even
though he'd be the only guy. A boy who would
laugh at me when I get a detention; only because
he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.
A boy who would carry my books for me. A boy
who would help me with my homework; even
thought he doesnt know it either. A boy who
would
pick out a song that made him think of me. A boy
who likes some of my music; and I would like
some of his; even though we both in the first
place
hated it; but now love it cause they like it. A boy
who would help me if I was having problems at
home. A boy who would burn me a CD of songs
that make him think of me; and I'd do the same.
A
boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A
boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see
a
stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back
and make out. A boy who makes his friends
jealous of me because he talks about me so
much. A boy who lets me take pictures of him at
embarrassing times. A boy who would pretty
much
do anything for me.
tmr getting results bak le..
i'm scared.. but i've done my best le neh..
god bless me yoh.. Amen!..
hmm..todae was a cute dae for me neh..
had shark fin soup for dinner..
mum and dad went for parents nite..
sry wor jh..dun be sad k?..
=)
2 day 1 nite chalet wif 2e4..
it all begins ( journey starts here) at 2pm..
2pm..we met at leisure and went there together..
reach the chalet at 3pm and found tt it was spacious..
bbq was not ready at tt time.. so jia yun, jian hui,stan and i went
och(old changi hospital)..saw kok hui who had just arrived and asked him to join us..he did.
It wasn't creepy yet jian hui was running away
like a retard..so coward..(we were standing close to the entrance..yet we did not went in..)
whose fault to blame..?? JIAN HUI..
[But i felt cold standing there]..lolx..i was abit scared seriously..
came all the way down bak to the chalet which was located beside the och..
not opposite..not anywhere else..but BESIDE!..cant imagine how creepy it would be at nite rite..??
As i was saying..we went bak to the chalet to see if we could help out..
but we couldnt find anything to help out..
so..we went to the beach..it wasnt clean..rubbish everywhere..
jian hui picked shells..and we left after tt..
(anyway..the beach was opposite our chalet) cool eh..
went all the bloody way downhill to rent bicycles..
cycle uphill was dead dead tiring..but coming downhill was cooling..
by then..bbq was READY!
stan and the other boys (cant remember who) did the bbqing..
the gals enjoyed eating and being served..and playing with max..(miss yip's first chlid).
oh ya..miss yip brought shirley quek wif her too..hahas..
our co-form teacher mr hakim was there too..he's a funni man..
bbq bbq bbq..till abt 7+pm..we took out the cake we bought from swenson..
it was to celebrate miss oon's belated birthday.. Happy Belated Birthday miss oon..
by den..miss yip was leaving..
cake cutting..eat eat..then we (the whole class) decided to go och at 8pm..
so we went in..den come out..so lame..somemore no torch..all use hp light..hahas..
[on the way to och we saw a car there..engine on..den inside got ppl doing s__ lor..]
wtf..but i'm not jealous..lolx
den we went to the another side of the beach..sat around there like little childrens
and listen to mr hakim NS ghost stories..
den we took the long long way bak chalet..
tok and tok again..more ghost stories..
in between..me and jia yun went to bath.. den all of us sat around play truth and dare..
lucky nv kana me..hahas..later they dare me go och alone..lolx..
after the game mr hakim and some boys went home..it was abt 2am den..
watch tv.. den felt so hungry..so me, sheng yang, amas, yu pin, jian hui and stan
cycle downhill to 7-11 at 3+am..
stupid jian hui forgot to bring his wallet wif him..hahas
[on the way bak saw chio bus..alot lor..stan went close to one of them..
den heard them toking like man..lolx..den he look look look..so in the end it turns out to be bapoks..
but they really chio leh..lolx..]
went bak eat play watch tv..miss oon was abt to slp liao..
den we continue playing..until 6am..den make breadfast..went out to breathe fresh air..
really really tired..so went to the boys room and slp..since the boys not using tt room..
woke up at 7+am..going 8..den cycle the bicycle wif stan they all..to return..
at tt time i was still tired..but went walking bak to chalet.. saw NS men (morning run)..nv wear tops..
waaaaaaaaaaa.. i suddenly felt so awake liao.. lolx..
den at chalet chat chat chat until 9.30am..den went jp makan..
it was really fun..!!! miss oon say we might have it again next year..
and the theme will be..[ ex-2e4 2005 chalet]..hahas..lolx..
[ some stuffs cant be written here..]
Do something great, begin with the small parts.
A woman dreamt she walked
into a shop in the market place and,
to her surpise,
found a wise man behind the counter.
"What do you sell here?"
she asked
"Everything your heart desires,"
said the wise man.
Hardly daring to believe what she
was hearing, the woman decided to ask for
the best things a human being could
wish for. "I wish for peace of mind and
love and happiness and wisdom and
freedom from fear," she said. Then
as an after thought, she added, "Not
just for me. For everyone on earth."
The wise man smiled,
"I think you have got me wrong, my dear,"
he said.
We don't sell fruits here.
We only sell seeds.
the moment you're in tension.
you will lose your attention.
then in a total confusion.
and you will feel irritation.
this may spoil your personal relations.
ultimately you won't get cooperation.
but get things into complication.
then you may raise caution.
and you have to take medication.
why not try understanding the situation.
and think of a solution.
many problems ll'be solved by discussion
which will work out better in your profession
never think that this is a free suggestion.
it's only for your prevention.
if you understood my intention.
you will never come again into tension.
Got 22/30 for science... nothing much happen during class periods...Saw them after school...they were having interclass competition...sianzzz...DESPRESSION!!I and E suxs... hmwks suxs.. school suxs... EVERYTHING SUXS... FORGET ABT HIM!! GO TO BED AND SLEEP!!
hApPy HaPpY HAPPY!! I pass my maths test...23.5/25
Miss yip never come to school for the past 3 days... and all we did was play play play!
Fun but we've learn nothing from it.
Our class I and E project is still on process! It's gonna be nice..i'm sure!
Hope everything will be done before the actual day. *crossing my fingers*
Toodles till then... x]
<3>
I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!
sAd SaD SAD!!! I failed my chinese test! [Drop by 30+ marks]
Someone asked me why am i so quite these days?
I stunned... seriously i don't know the answer at all. The only thing i did was to smile back at him and turned away. For that, the whole day i was asking myself was i like that before? And the answer was no! I wasn't like this before. I used to be this very enthu girl, who goes around with a wide smile and loads of jokes to entertain people around me as well as myself. But now, i prefer being alone, being quite. I'm really not me! Who am i now? Is this my soul? I've lots of questions in my mind now and that i don't know the answer to it at all. I really have no idea. Life now is real tought... and i've yet to see the future... If life's tought now, then it will be worst!
I've been down, but now I'm blessed,
I felt a revelation comin around,
I guess it's right, it's so amazing,
Everytime I see you, I'm alive,
You're all I got, you lift me up,
The sun and the moonlight,
All my dreams are in your eyes,
(Chorus)
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
I wanna be the Earth that holds you,
Every bit of air you breathin in, of soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.
When we touch
When we love
The stars line up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally my soul surrenders
The sun and moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
(Chorus)
When minutes turn to days and years,
If mountains fall I'll still be here,
Holding you the day I die,
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
(Chorus)
Oh yes I do,
When I want to be inside your heaven
Inside Your Heaven - Carrie Underwood
" I LOVE U"
Having lots of fun today!!
The day started off some how different....
I woke up early today =p...
Reason is that i've a performence at Jurong Point in the afternoon and feeling nervous, i woke up early!
As usual, me, qian min, pearlyn and lucinda went to evonne house. Yue lin tag along with pearlyn and lucinda too. Yup, so in another words, the three of them went there together. And we'll have to walk to Jurong Point!! Bala suxs! But nevermind... he's like that.
After the performence, my life goes on as usual. So interesting. Everyday's like an advanture!
I've no idea what to blog...
Currently, not in a pleasant mood...
I've just done my reflections before posting this
and i've been thinking weather is it time now for me to start concentrating on my studies. Or would it be too late for that now? I don't know.. really don't know. Its so confusing.
So many things upon my mind now.
Pressure to excel in my studies,
pressure to be this person that so many people has shaped me to be.
Had my Science common test today. And i was doing a last minute studying after school.
Before school ends, i had maths lessons. Again, i was doing last minute homework.
What i'm trying to say is that... why can't i just be someone who do things on time and plans time well.
Instead of everyday sitting in front of the computer and play mapleSEA till my mum has to open up her mouth and scold me, then i'll shut it down. Why am i like that?? I don't even know the answer myself.
Isn't it shameless??
Skool rawks today....
Met new frenz from other countries...
hmm.... they're veri fair sia...
veri pretty!!! And sweet!!!
Tat all le ba...
Tired now....
toodlessssssssss!!
Woot...first day of skool after the holidays...
HAiz...hmm...how can i describe it...
not fun...but not bad after all...
Lost for words... nth more to write...
Toodlesssssss...
" A good friend will get you out of jail at 3 am in the morning, but a best
friend would be there right beside you laughing and saying,What the hell just happened? "
Woohoo...
today's sentosa trip was fun!!!!
We had amazing race for 3 solid hrs!!
hmm...
my team came in FRIST!!
woooooooooohoooooooooooooooo
Lewis, koh yew, jin hua, xue lin, me and cindy were a team...
but xue lin quited at the 3rd station!!
Well...we took 1 hr to look for the stupid 3rd station
which was incharge by wei hong and wen sheng..!!!
Den we had our lunch at BK...
den we went back to the beach again...
For sand castle building...
not bad lah...
After tat..we had captain's ball...
HaHas it really rocks!!
Den we played musical game...
wow!!!
I kana lolz...
Have to sing and dance...
Hahas..but it was fun...and i did it!!
woohoo!!!
i'm loving it...
Den at night went Jurong Point to eat...
wif SH, cindy, lewis, wen sheng, munyee and mason!
lalalala
It was indeed an exciting day...
" Those times will forever be etched in my memory."
ji shi ni dui wo zai leng mo...
zai wu qing... ji shi ni
shi wei bie de nu sheng er hou de...
wo dou bu jie yi...
yuan ying zhi you yi ke...
ying wei wo ai ni!!
Woke up early in the morning...
Went jogging and play batminton wif shi hui...
Den go had lunch wif her..
After that.. i went to her house to watch Fruits Basket..!!
Wow..it was a very touching story...
Fruits Basket is the story of a young high-school girl, Honda Tohru. Having lost her mother in a car accident, she has come to live alone in a tent in the forest near her school. Never a quiitter, she strives to honor her mother's memory and work hard to do the best she can with her life.
One day, she happens across a house in the woods, not far from her makeshift abode. The residents, Sohma Yuki(rat) and his cousin Shigure(Dog), aren't total strangers. Sohma is the coolest guy at Tohru's school!
And because of some reasons... Tohru began to live with the Sohma! And started knowing Sohma Kyou(cat).. He's Yuki and Shigure's cousin...( in short, the three of them live together... and they are all cousins.)
The Sohma family is cursed. When a member of the family is embraced by a person of the opposite gender, they transform into an animal of the Chinese Zodiac! The Sohmas managed to keep the curse private for generations, but when a young girl( Tohru) stumbles upon their hidden secret, life at the Sohmas house changes forever! And this is the reason why Tohru begins to live with them...
PLOT SUMMARY
Tohru Honda is 16 year old orphaned girl who gets invited to live in the house of her classmate, the handsome boy Sohma Yuki, and his cousins, 16 year old Kyo and 27 year old Shigure. However, these young men and parts of the rest of their family (both close and distant) hold a curse; if they are hugged by the opposite gender, they transform into animals of the Chinese Zodiac. Everyday is an adventure for sweet Tohru, as she gets to know all of the very different members of the Sohma family better (especially Yuki and Kyo), in both common and bizarre situations. But, the Sohma family curse is certainly no laughing matter... it also holds horrible cruelity and heartbreak.
Went to church today...
Wow... gain lots of experience...!
It was interesting after all.
Started my frist maths cum english tution today..
Sia...so tiring...
The english was fun...
but not the maths class..
It was so boring...
Had my dinner wif the cell groups members...
hmm.... not bad la...
Tmr's a "sport day" for me...
gonna go jogging and play badminton/basketball wif shi hui...
Hope everything will turn out smoothly...
Well...coz mun yee warned me something...
hmm... must beware of that...!!
Thats all.....toodles!!
" Understanding the truth will set you FREE".
Blogging in again!!
I like to move it, move it
I like to move it, move it
I like to move it, move it
Ya like to... MOVE IT!
Went to watch MADAGASCAR with Shi Hui, Mun Yee and Mun Yee's sister.
think it was a nice movie...
its abt a lion,zebra,giraffe and a pregnant zippo who are the stars in the central park zoo in new york and they were good friend too.When the zebra break out of the zoo and gone missing the other 3 break out too and went searching for the zebra but eventually the 4 of them were captured and was sent back to their original continent but during the journey on the sea an accident broke out.it land them on the shore of madagascar.Having enjoyed all their life with food and people to take care of them,it was a real challenge for them to survive in the wild life or that one of them, the lion, is genetically predisposed to eat his three best friends but he didnt. Exploring their surroundings, the four friends soon meet the Malagasy locals (a type of lemur given to having loud "rave-like" dance parties) and their carnivorous enemies, the fousas. As the two sides try to use these four new, strange (and large) friends to their benefit.
it was a very meaningful movie and its funny too. ya know the kinship they have and the way they cheer and trust each other is really touchful and i believe that every frenship should have...
"Best friends are like the stars. You can't always see them, but you know they'll always be there..."
Back from Malaysia.. YEAH! Had a great time there... i went to this duno called what shopping mall... and i meet this guy everywhere i go... hahas.. hmm.... he look abit like Jackie(2e1).. but of course.. that guy's much taller and fitter. He smiled at me, so i smiled back.. Seriously.. he did not follow me.. it's just[[ Yo Yuan Wu Fen]]..haiz...
Went to the secret recipe for lunch... one word, [DELICIOUS]!! My dad ordered lamb chop for himself.. and when the dish was served, he was like..wow... 4 huge pieces of meat... and my mom was like..O.M.G! Well.. among all the dishes my parents ordered, my bro's 1 tasted the best!!
Then.. i went to the mart.. bought bars of chocolates for Qian Min,Pearlyn,Yvonne and Lucinda.. and another bar for a guy... Well.. coz i've made him angry!! sianz.. dun feel like eleborating it...
TOODLESSSS!!
" If u kill the husband, the widow will detest u. If u kill someone's son, the mother will hate u..
but if u were being killed in someone's hand, i'll detest him."
There was once this guy who is very much in love
with his girl. This
romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes
as a gift to his
girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry
in his company,
his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very
happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to
Paris and would
never come back. She also told him that she could
not visualize any
future for both of them, so they went their own
ways there and
then...
Heartbroken, the guy pined. But when he regained
his confidence, he
worked hard day and night, slogging his body and
mind just to make
something of himself. Finally with all the hard work
and the help of
friends, this guy set up his own company ...
You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day,
while this guy
was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an
umbrella in the rain
walking to some destination. Even with the
umbrella, they were
drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they
were his former
girl's parents.
Wanting to get back at them, he drove slowly past
the couple, wanting
them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted
them to know that he
wasn't the same any more; he had his own
company, car, condo, etc.
He had made it! But what he saw next confused
him, the couple were
walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of
his car and
followed... Then he saw his girl, a photograph of
her smiling sweetly
as ever looking at him from her tombstone and he
saw his paper cranes
right beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them how this had
happened. They
explained, she did not leave for France at all. She
was ill with
cancer. She had believed that he would make it
someday, but she did
not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had
chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way
you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they
have. She had wanted
her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,
because, if the day
came when fate brought him to her again...he
could take some of those
back with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For
what's in your mind
may escape but what's in your heart will remain
forever.
The guy just wept...The worst way to miss
someone is to be sitting
right beside her knowing you can't have her, see
her or be with her
ever again.........hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who
means so much to
you, for you might wake up one morning losing
that person who you
thought meant nothing to you.
On the mountains of truth you can never climb in vain: either you will reach a point higher up today, or you will be training your powers so that you will be able to climb higher tomorrow
12/4/05 got chinese test..!! Gotta do my best!! [u can do it gal..believe in urself] 1 of the best way to change moii life is to set mini goals...(big goals can be daunting. So go for smaller, attainable ones--and onces i've reach them, use tat momentum to propel myself towards sumthink larger!!)
16 Ways To Change My Life!
1) Greet the day (each dae is a new beginning- & has all kinds of possibilities)
2) Eat a healthy meal (Restore & replenish ur energy)
3) Tell the truth (Honesty is the best policy!)
4) Be kind (Simple & effortless- the world will appreciate u right back)
5) Make eye contact (Look at ppl & take them in- their face, their eyes..Learn to talk to ppl, not AT them)
6) Find my inner voice (Discover ur intuition)
7) Gather all my thoughts (Think b4 speaking- always choose the words carefully.)
8) Get to know the world (Knowledge is power: the more u noe, the betta u can form opinions & be a part of society)
9) Thank you body (Think abt it:No 1 tells it to heal or breathe- it just does..appreciate it!)
10) Set mini goals (Big goals can be daunting)
11) Mind my money (Take a minute to consider how you spend it- or even waste it)
12) Meet myself (Look into the mirror and say sumthink good to tat person)
13) Revisit nature (Bring ur senses back to life!)
14) Consider the future (Be sensitive to wat u r leaving behind 4 future generations)
15) Energize n focus (Be in attention at all times)
16) Applaud myself (End ur dae by celebrating even ur smallest achievements)
Early in the morning heard announcement tat all syf choir stand to a side..wah! Scared me sia..Went up stage..got a red rose and kinder bueno! Cool man~!
Do i belong in e4?? I'm so confused...e4 suxz...all of dem behave lyk kidz..wah! Realli cannot tolerate dem..hmm! Must do well in all tests...so tat i'll be able to leave dis dam class!! i'm gonna go e2..trust me; n i'll prove it to u..!! Arrgh..i hate dis skool..! The pupils as well as the teachers!! They all suxz...making me suxz too...influence me!! Wat the___!!!
WooHoo..~ Choir u did it...u guys RAWKS!!! We did not have enough time to rehersal n it's lyk oni 5mins to rehersal lol..thought we will not make it de...BUT WE DID IT!!! We done our veri best..n now...hard work's paid off!!! I'm soooo dam proud of choir...!!! haha`' i did it...yeah~!! We went up there n did our best..but we do spotted some mistakes..in fact..is alot of mistakes...thought we will get COP de...but nv noe tat it turns out to be SLIVER...!!! Alot of us cried..me too..!! Hmm..the veri last choir performed was Victoral...it's a boys skool...and they were soooo dam cool...those who r in sop 1 de..can really reach all the high notes...n it's lyk our skool choir GALS cannot reach de...but their choir BOIS can reach lor...sooo dam shocking lor...guess wat...they got a gold wif honesty...it's a medal higher than gold...cool rite?!?i felt soo proud 4 them...!!! (i noticed a veri cool guy in the bass section...)[ SYF: at singapore conference hall..3.00pm...]
Wats the first fool u recieved on April Fool 2005? From who?
* Recieved the veri first fool from jian hui, saying tat han wee wans to see me abt the complaints he got from mr gopal...[sickening jian hui..scared me to death]
Wats the second fool den? From who?
* Second fool is from Wen Sheng, saying i veri pretty...[ make me happi for 1 second nia]
Who did u fooled early this morning?
* Vera! we passed-by a cat and she walk so dam fast lor..den i bluff her tat the cat is following behind her..guess wat..!! She ran as if it's 2.4 km lol..so fast sia!![ make me laugh non-stop]
gan.jue.yi.dan.shi.qu.lerhs;
ju.zai.ye.zao.bu.hui.lai.lerhs;
dui.bu.qi...i'm sorrie;
yi.qie.dou.shi.wo.de.cuo;
ke.shi.mian.qiang.shi.mei.you.xing.fu.de...